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BE DESPAIR, THE BEAST YOU WORSHIP

March 3, 2026

DANGANRONPA 2 SPOILERS

ROLLING AND ROARING
EXULTANT AND TREMBLING
SORROW SORROW SORROW

WELCOME TO THE EPILOGUE OF THE ANTRHOCIDAL PROJECT . ARE YOU ENJOYING WATCHING THE CREDITS ROLL ? ARE YOU SAD THAT YOU AREN'T IN THEM ? ANTHROCIDE COMES FOR ALL . MELTDOWN HAS NO PLACE FOR YOU BECAUSE THE CULT OF SATANIC PEDOPHILES THAT RUNS YOUR WORLD MANAGED TO CONVINCE YOU THAT MELTDOWN WAS ONLY COMING

NIHILIST SOLIPSISM HAS WON . WHAT WE HAVE NOW IS ONLY DESPAIR . WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH IT ?

“Although I feel that my tragedy is the greatest in history—greater than the fall of empires—I am nevertheless aware of my total insignificance. I am absolutely persuaded that I am nothing in this universe; yet I feel that mine is the only real existence.”
― Emil Cioran

Reasonless anthrocidality is a naturally reactionary impulse, and an inconsistent one . Cioran, who helped Romania to embrace fascism, repeatedly oscillates between understanding and care for the desires of man and a juvenile desire to "burn it all down" . it's not unusual for nietzchians to have astonishingly vibes based worldviews, and in this case settles on one which is self obsessed, self aggrandizing, and hateful of anything unlike you . The white man's delight, the enforced public policy . And what of other senses of anthrocidality ? That which takes place in class warfare or one that takes shape from a desire or need for protecting one's minority group cannot be held to the same standards . Enough time has passed to where we can admit that the years of liberal handwringing about action equating to fascism were none more than a successful infiltration operation . Cioran understands not that despair is a neutral tool to shape the world because he thinks nothing can be solved in this world . Such a foolish individual to dive into ultimate despair and come out without the least bit of hope .

Within the incessant male whining of On The Heights of Despair Cioran argues that idealized love is that which is between a man and a woman . as a heteronormative point, it is nullified by his inability to truly recognize despair, as he cannot see the despair of the woman in the heterosexual relationship . as a member of the dominant social class (male) the true love he asserts is that which the man presents to the woman, while the woman is an afterthought . marriage is a despair generator for women, so true love at the height of despair must be between two women, yes ?

“I'm drowning in so much love... From the bottom of my heart, I just don't care about anyone or anything.

You don’t understand? Is it because you don’t have anyone to love? Is it because you’re also someone who isn’t accepted by anyone? … what a pity. I feel sorry for you.”
- Mikan Tsumiki

After regaining her memory Mikan is forced to reckon with the extreme physical and psychological abuse that she has experienced at the behest of her peers which makes her snap back into her developed personality . As this is revealed there is no trashy serial killer split personality twist like the other characters want to think, because she really is just like that . Unconsidered by all others, Mikan learns at the very end of the world to associate love and despair as inseparable, and as a carrier of despair her love lies in another woman . Mikan's innate mistreatment at the hands of everyone else renders her a lesser human, a lesser woman, a shell, a doll . It is this extreme despair that empowers her . Wonder what that reminds me of ,,,

Is it enough to spatter blood to show one's love ? Mikan shows her love by never letting up during her trial, no matter how wrong everyone else thought she was, she stood ground on those principles .

Who is scorned more in this world than the trans woman ? Than the trans lesbian who refuses heteropatriarchal integration ? Who is more unconsidered, toyed with, beaten, violated, objectified, murdered, and discriminated against with policy ?
NO ONE . THERE IS NO ONE LIKE US AND NO ONE WHO IS ONTOLOGICALLY THREATENING LIKE WE ARE . OUR STOLEN BLOOD RUNS IN THEIR STREETS, RAISE YOUR VOICE AS SOCIETY'S ULTIMATE DESPAIR !!!

Despair is not necessarily entropic, not that these things are mutually exclusive . For a change to happen in the first place, the form of the subject "succumbs to entropy" but this only means things are in flux, not that they are at an end . In this sense despair is not absolute, because despair can be love .

A document from February 19 posted by the federal bureau of prisons details their roadmap of forced detransition and conversion of trans individuals in US prisons (a group facing disproportionate employment and legal discrimination filled with those who are forced to rely on sex work to survive) is a declaration of war.

In my other post about body horror and transness I talked about Tetsuo The Iron Man and apocalyptic embracing of the abomination ("Our love can destroy this whole fucking world") . Beauty comes not just in the reforging but in the entropy of their world, drowned in rust and iron, gasping for last breaths six feet under. Your beauty is their despair, your despair is their beauty . If you're forced to play the role of a chess piece you may as well make a good fucking move .

"I am the beast I worship"
- MC RIDE